After years of strife and turmoil, I knew it was time for a new chapter in my life, Retirement!
The constant online harassment and bullying had taken a serious toll on my mental health. I felt trapped living so close to the source of such negativity that had gone on for many years. So when the opportunity arose to retire early in 2018, I took it. No longer being beholden to any tenant or employer was freedom for me!
Planning my move to Newfoundland and Labrador four years ago was both exciting and nerve-wracking. My home Province always called to my soul. Surrounded by the Atlantic Ocean, with wide open space and kind communities, I intuitively sensed it could foster much-needed peace and healing.
Landing in St. John’s in the spring of 2020 felt like the first day of my new life. The scenic rocky coasts are awesome. Vibrant green forests stretched as far as the eye could see in every direction, even in my own backyard! Simple pleasures like watching ocean waves, watching the birds and trees in my Yard, or picking berries along trails started becoming daily mindfulness practices.
My first year was spent slowly exploring all corners of St. John’s. I walked everywhere I could! Lighthouses perched dramatically on cliffs became favourites to photograph. Whale and iceberg spotting filled me with awe of nature’s majesty. Historic fishing outports hidden in coves felt like stepping back in time. Traditional music sessions lifted my spirit wherever I went.
Eventually, I settled down to the slower pace of living. Friendly locals were warmly welcoming to me. Seeing Puffins and bald eagles became a regular view. Sunsets dipped the ocean ablaze each evening as waves lapped along rocky shores. The peace I craved finally began sinking deep into my soul.
In this picturesque landscape, mental health recovery shifted into high gear. Long daily walks amidst rugged natural vistas had a powerful calming effect. Creative hobbies like card making, doing puzzles, and colouring blossomed during quiet evenings at home. Mindfulness amidst pine forests became part of a self-care routine. Overall stress and anxiety melted away without constant drama.
Four years later, looking back I can’t believe the positive growth. My rekindled passions and confidence are a far cry from those dark depressed days. Now I give back through peer support programs emphasizing resilience. Photography allows the sharing of Newfoundland’s therapeutic qualities globally.
While some days are still hard, living surrounded by natural beauty makes all the difference. Knowing I have this safe oasis as a home base provides security and grounding. Retirement has given me the freedom to fully embrace each moment.
I will always cherish how this rugged island paradise offered refuge when I needed it most. It provided the stability and support integral to recovery from trauma. I’m grateful beyond words for this fresh start.
I cannot imagine a more perfect place for inner healing and peace of mind. In opening their arms to welcome me, this unique land has given me back my life. For that precious second chance, I will forever be in its debt.