I felt this way for so long. My experience in Ontario the past few years brought me to my knees, but no more. I still have bouts with crowds of people, but I am getting past it. The more you do something, the easier it gets and the people I am around are great with me. I have found my niche and am content within it.
I don’t need a lot of people in my life, I like my solitude these days, but I have a few and it is more than enough for me. I like meeting new people now and don’t feel the extreme fear anymore. Anxiety in social situations is always something I struggled with for many years, even in my job, but I was always able to get past it and I can once again. I am re-learning what helps me with anxiety.
I have a lot of plans, especially now that we don’t need to worry about finances anymore.
I have attained peace as I know now that no one else can influence me, unless I let them. I have learned it is all about choice and no matter how hard someone else tries to get to you, you can choose not to allow anything anyone else says or do, to affect your moods. Once you learn this fact, you will never forget and it frees you. I am free and fear no more!
I find them very pitiful individuals for what they have done with their many domains online, such a total waste of time, money, and effort, just to get to my psyche. It didn’t serve any other purpose other than to get to me emotionally. Nothing they wanted came to pass for having these domains online and it never will. They just don’t have the influence.
No one came after me and attacked me as they were inciting them to do. No one even questioned any of us about these domains in terms of employment either. Other than the initial domain of 859kennedyroad.com that some perspective tenants asked about when they came to see a vacant apartment, no one questioned me. The fear I had was all about what COULD happen, not what actually did.
It was the possibilities that scared me and what went round and round in my head. In actuality, nothing happened to me at all, except what I did to myself in my own mind, based on these possibilities my fear brought out. I learned my mistake.
I am free of them and will remain that way!
It is over. Kory Read & Allison Read have failed.
They will always fail as they depend too much on the degradation of others. They try imply they are better than everyone else by putting down other people and what they do. This very act, of degrading others, shows them for who they really are. No one will ever trust someone who has to put down someone else in order to try and look good.
The very words written on their domains give the narrators away, not the people being written about. I have come to my senses, am recovering from being smeared so severely and have learned what this is really all about, which is Kory Read & Allison Read.